im not sure if i ever met Gamma or if he played during my year and a half period of not playing gmod but i wish his family the best and i hope he is at peace. Also if anyone at all needs to talk and is having suicidal thoughts but doesnt want to use the resources provided on this post feel free to reach out to me at any point in time ik to most of you im a faceless stranger but please i encourage any and all of you who ever feel like you have nothing left to reach out.